Wednesday, December 31, 2008
They say the memory goes first...
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Townhouse Christmas
Last night was Townhouse Christmas with my roommates.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Winter Wonderland
Blustery and cold. And, get this - snowing! It's been snowing since early this morning, and unlike most Portland snow it's actually sticking. The high for today was 31, and it's only supposed to get colder from here on out until next week. Crazy!
As beautiful as it is to have snow, I'm bummed it couldn't hold off for just one day. There's a wedding reception I wish I was attending in Newberg right now. And Sarah and I were heading there when we found out that the Oregon department of transportation is requiring chains on all highways.
So, since I don't have chains (and by the way I wouldn't have used them anyways since there is neither ice nor enough accumulated snow on the roads and it would have ruined my tires), and since we can't drive into Newberg without using a highway, Sarah and I went back home. (Well, techincally, we could have taken one of the back roads over a huge hill... but that just wouldn't have been smart since it's often slick when there isn't snow).
Anyways, I suppose I'm still venting about the seemingly over-paranoid weather measures around here. And really, even though I'm used to driving on snowy roads after years of it in Colorado, I am concerned about sharing roads with all the other people who really can't handle driving it or who think their 4-wheel drive makes them invincible. Scary thought.
Now that I'm home wrapping presents and writing Christmas cards as I sit in front of the cozy fire in the living room with the roommates, I'm sort of secretly hoping work is cancelled tomorrow. I'm still recovering from a cold, and tomorrow night is our Townhouse Christmas (since the three of us are going to be out-of-town with our families on Christmas Day). It would be nice to have all the time I want to leisurely cook the gourmet Christmas dinner I have planned... sigh. I guess we'll see what happens through the night and tomorrow morning...
Monday, November 17, 2008
Fog
I really love fog. It's so beautiful.
You wouldn't necessarily think so at first, but fog undeniable holds the fingerprint of its Creator.
Fog brings depth into stark relief. And this so simply by its very nature.
Fog diffuses light, making the presense of it more obvious. And uninterrupted darkness becomes a seemingly empty void.
It blankets.
It shelters.
It surrounds.
And yet, it can't be gathered into a box, bottle, or container. As you reach out to grasp it, somehow it escapes, eludes, evades confinement. But, I know it's there. I cannot doubt its true existence because I can see it all around me, next to me, in front of and behind me. I can feel it in my lungs when I draw breath.
Fog unveils the path only as you approach -- right before your very eyes, one step at a time. Sometimes you must start traveling a direction before you know where exactly it leads. And bends, turns, obstacles are not revealed until the very moment of decision.
Isn't fog a beautiful thing?
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
The year of surprises, apparently...
This one was my Grampa's 80th, boy was he surprised! (And, since I'm the only one on that side of the family who lives out-of-state, it was especially good that I was there. The first thing my Grampa said was, "You're here?!?")
But I'm getting ahead of myself. That was Sunday - more to come...
I flew in early Saturday morning, and my Dad and cousin Michelle picked me up at the airport. We went to my sister's house and hung out -- which included making caramel-apples.
Ok... now, back to Sunday and the party.
The giant card... and it plays the Star Wars theme music when you open it.
Friday, October 10, 2008
Black Thursday
This has got to be the hardest week at work I've had so far in my relatively short professional life.
With the downturn in the economy, many people are struggling to make money - and businesses are looking for ways to cut costs. Churches and ministries are simply not getting the cashflow they need to operate at normal capacity.
And this week, the leadership at work made some very difficult decisions -- hard decisions now to avoid drastic ones later.
Yesterday, 10 team members -- friends -- found out that their positions had to be eliminated.(That's between 10-15% of our team.) Many others are getting pay or hour cuts. But we're all affected.
There is such an overwhelming combination of emotions inside of me... it's hard to know what do and how to feel. Intense sorrow for my friends. Sheer gratitude that I still have a job.
We've all known for a while that finances are tight. We knew they were going to be implementing changes - including postponing one of the festivals in Latin America for a year. And cutting back staff is not an unusual process for ministries (especially) -- and any company really -- to have to undergo during economic recessions... but that doesn't make it any easier to have to experience it.
The team I work with is like a family, and it's hard to describe to people who haven't been a part of it. And because of the depth of the relationships, we are all hurting immensely from the loss of these friends. Those of us remaining are picking up lots of additional responsibilities. The ministry is still moving forward, but now with fewer staff. This is a stretching time. If I were to describe it in terms of pizza crusts, this would be the extra-thin, extra-crispy.
I have to keep reminding myself that God is not forgetting about these friends who no longer work with the team. He's still faithful. He's still going to provide. And He's still working His plans and purposes in all of us.
Please pray for the team as you think of it. These are very difficult times.
Monday, October 6, 2008
A Timely Discovery
I had my suspicions, but the events of last night confirmed it.
My roommate Jenny can play the piano and read music -- quite well, I might add (...though she says she doesn't).
This hidden talent was unveiled when I was playing half of a 4-hand duet. Jenny hesitantly offered to pick up the other half (all the while saying it wouldn't be very good... but that she would try).
Not only did she pick up the other half, but she was sight-reading it and doing a very good job!
I'm so excited! I LOVE playing piano duets!
Who would have thought? She certainly didn't intend to let on... : )
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
I finally bought a piano!
I did it. I finally bought a piano. It's an 88-key (weighted) portable keyboard that sounds and feels like a real piano. Oh my goodness. I'm so excited. : ) And I just spent the past hour playing it. But I made myself stop because I must get some sleep -- though I could probably play all night (and because it has a headphone jack, I don't have to worry about waking my sleeping roommates).
I have a piano.
And it's downstairs just waiting to be played.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Weekend with Mom and Dad
After Ft Stevens, we ventured down the coast to Ecola State Park for a late afternoon picnic lunch and view of Cannon Beach and the famous haystack rock.
Saturday night we returned to my townhouse for games.
Sunday was church, the new movie Fireproof, and Pittock Mansion.
Monday, we enjoyed a leisurely breakfast at my place and a tour of the office before I dropped them off for the airport.
Overall, a very fun weekend indeed. : )
(I'm glad you were able to visit Oregon, Mom and Dad!!)
Friday, September 19, 2008
A series of unusual events
Saturday, September 6, I flew into Denver for about 24 hours to surprise my Mom for her 50th birthday (just a few weeks late -- I'm still bummed I had to miss the party!). We enjoyed dinner, a movie, a birthday shopping spree, playing the piano, and etc.
The timing worked out well because my Dad had just had surgery the Wednesday before -- so it was good to see him in person and see that he was recovering (rather than just hearing about it over the phone). I had no idea he was going to have surgery when I booked the ticket back in July.
Sunday night I flew to St Louis for work and met up with 2 co-workers. (I really should learn the song "Meet Me in St Louis") The meetings all day Monday went well. And, for the first time in 6 trips to St Louis the past 10 months, my return flights were pretty much on time -- only 10 minutes late. Normally it's more like 40+ minutes late, which is a big deal when you're scheduled to land close to midnight anyways. Later feels exponentially later that time of night.
Coming back to work Tuesday morning after being in St Louis on Monday always feels a bit like syllabi shock in the first few days back to school after the break. There is so much to process -- and tons of items to add to pile onto the never-ending to do list.
Of all weekends, everyone decided to plan things on this past weekend. I had about 7 conflicting things going on... but, alas, I don't have 7 clones.
So, I ended up going north because 2 sets of aunts and uncles were flying into Seattle on Saturday where they would catch a cruise heading to Alaska on Sunday.
I stayed with the Bruce's Friday night, celebrating Timothy's 10th birthday and then winning a game of Risk with the help of Mr B and Nathan.
Saturday I drove to downtown Seattle where I met up with my aunts and uncles. We walked to the Pike Place Market (which I had never been to, but had heard much about), and enjoyed the sights, sounds, smells, and colors. Well... some of the smells.
That night I made it back to the Bruce's just in time to ride with them to the car races -- part 2 of Tim's birthday celebration. Mrs B issued a challenge that I wouldn't be winning a 3rd time in a row at the races. And up until lap 96 of 100, I would have come away victor. Unfortunately, my car's tire got sliced and knocked him out of the race. So, I lost to Mr B by 1 point. It was tight competition -- Nathan was just 1 point behind me.
Sunday was a chill day. After church we played pinochle and ate delicious spicy grilled chicken alla Mr B. The pinochle game was going very strangely with lots of square hands (which we blamed on me shuffling the cards too many times at the very beginning). But then, Nathan -- who happened to be my parter -- got the double run, an instant 1500 points (an instant win)! According to Mrs B, that unlikely hand only comes up once every 3 or 4 years (depending, of course, on how often one plays).
I drove home Sunday night in time to make cupcakes for a baby shower at work the next day. I had fun decorating them with dirt (oreo crumbs) and army figures and animals. They turned out really well.
Then... Tuesday and Wednesday... I was sick and had to take off work -- some flu/cold bug. "Go home," my boss said Tuesday morning. Thursday and today, I worked, but was totally wiped out by the end of the work day.
So, tomorrow, for the first time in 5 weekends, I'm going to have a quiet weekend at home. Some good R&R should get me right as rain for the next round.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
What happened?!?
What do YOU think happened here?
Possible explanations:
A. Fickle fancy of a flighty female.
B. Fell asleep chewing gum and had to cut it out.
C. Turned pirate and couldn’t fit the long hair under the cool hat.
D. Gave a renewable resource for charitable causes.
E. Disguise to protect the innocent.
If you chose C, you are… well… incorrect. But that would be an adventure! Or perhaps becoming a spy. But neither of those would be completely accurate. The correct answer is D. (Big surprise, I know.)
The required length for Locks of Love didn’t leave much extra. But I still have more than many – namely the child who will be getting a new red-auburn wig. And beyond that, my hair grows quickly enough that it will be a length I like better within the space of 6-8 months. (Thanks, Mrs B for doing the honors! Thanks Anna for photo-documenting it!)
As you may have guessed, I was in Olympia with the Bruce's this weekend. (We missed you, Sarah!)
Other long weekend exploits:
Hike to the top of Mount Beljica…which has an up-close and personal look at Mount Rainier – except for the giant cloud enveloping us. Still beautiful though – even with the fog (especially), hail, rain, and cool (40 degrees) temps. YAY for polypros! There was a hole in the cloud for a few minutes -- but not enough to see Rainier, just some moments of sunshine. (The base of Mt Rainier is centered behind me where the valley floor begins to rise again.)
Wii!!! Anna, Nathan, and I stayed up WAY too late playing the Wii. Anna and I got a bit silly the later it got... but we sure had fun. : )
Playing the piano.
Making cards with fancy stamps, papers, and emboss powders.
Kicking around the soccer ball with Timothy.
Good chats.
Yummy ice cream.
YAY for long weekends. The alarm sounded too early this morning. Work went well, but I was tired.
Jenny and I watched Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End tonight. I didn't really like it. There were a few funny parts, but really, I'd rather just repress the whole 169 minutes (plus Pirates 2) and think of Pirates of the Caribbean only as the first movie they came out with.
And now? To bed.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Last Week
The early morning view from my Waterfront hotel room. (The only reason I stayed at a hotel in my own hometown is because I was working the President's Council.) It was really nice... only a few blocks from the festival.
For more info about Portland CityFest and great pics, check out http://www.portlandcityfest.com/.
Monday, August 18, 2008
August Rush!
Time waits for no one, and it's already past the middle of the month.
This past weekend was really relaxing. It was pretty quiet since Sarah was at a wedding in Ashland and Jenny is working really long hours since the festival is only a few days out.
Movie night Friday night with Anna Riedl. She brought Jane Austen's Northanger Abbey and Krispie Kremes, and I made popcorn and "apple cider cocktails" (dilute unpasturized raw apple cider vinegar, club soda, a few drops of stevia to sweeten, and vanilla - the acidity of the "cocktail" helps balance the sugars in the body). I thought Northanger Abbey was really funny. Maybe it wasn't meant to be... but I thought it was.
Saturday I went shopping to get the food for Luis' snack baskets in his hotel room and at the festival site. I had so much fun! Normally I wouldn't get such an opportunity, but fortunately, Jenny is the the Operations Director of the festival and it was on her To Do list. And fortunately she didn't really want to or have time to - and I did on both accounts. So, I had a blast.
Saturday evening I drove to Woodland to the Bresnahan's beautiful country home to see Nicole who is visiting from Lousiana. I hadn't seen Nicole for almost a year - and it was so good to see her again and hear her stories. Also, because she's only here for a short time, she invited several others over as well... and it never ceases to amaze me how many incredible people I never met at Fox. We all had some great conversations -- and it's so encouraging to meet other people who share so many of the same beliefs as I do... who feel so strongly about absolute truth and other topics relating to Christianity. And all of them still live in this area, so I'm hoping to catch up with at least a few of them again and get to know them better.
(If I had any regrets about my time at Fox, it may be how focused I was on school. Don't get me wrong - I'm not saying I would have slacked off. But, I probably wouldn't have spent so much time getting a perfect score when I could have spent more time getting to know people and still ended up with an A.)
And then Sunday was just a chill day. Church in the morning. And then I came home in a cooking mood. So Jenny was sweet enough to let me make her blueberry and whipped cream crepes for breakfast. And then I did something I never do -- I fell asleep in the middle of the afternoon for 3 hours. I had been trying to read a book, but I couldn't stay awake for it. (It wasn't an intentional nap.) Then Jenny and I watched a movie that night. Thanks to my nap, I wasn't tired when it was time for bed... so I was awake until 1am, but still felt pretty rested when I woke up this morning.
All in all, a good weekend before the craziness.
Starting tomorrow, I'll be involved in all the festival stuff... the first of the luncheons is happening. The second luncheon is Wednesday, though I'll be a "guest" for that since I'm hosting some ladies at my table. Thursday the PC (for major donors) starts and I'll be helping with the kids program. Friday and Saturday are the festival days - and after PC stuff in the morning, I'll be in the crowd collecting testimony stories and counseling new believers until late. Sunday afternoon the PC is over and normal life will start to resume in the late afternoon - I hope. Please be praying! We hope many thousands of people come to a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ this week.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
More poetry
I wrote these poems amidst my most challenging but best semester in French. I need to get back into the language study, because I'm very rusty now... I think you can copy paste into the Microsoft Word 2007 and translate for a rough idea of what I'm talking about (which isn't that complex or profound... but, hey, it sounds cool when read aloud :) )
Comme la pièce d’un puzzle
Chaque personne est comme la pièce d’un puzzle.
Une petite pièce d’un grand tableau.
Unique. Nécessaire.
Chacune remplit une particulière raison d’être.
Indispensable. Irremplaçable.
Une réflexion du cœur de l’artiste.
Belle. En harmonie avec les autres.
L’image n’est pas complète sans toutes les pièces.
Les pièces, elles glorifient leur Créateur
Lorsqu’elles atteignent ce que Dieu leur a confié de faire.
Deux chemins
Depuis le début les humains sont libres
De choisir un chemin pour la durée de vie.
Deux chemins mènent aux deux arrivées
Et chaque personne doit choisir lequel à suivre.
« Décide pour toi-même » dit le Créateur Dieu.
Un chemin est populaire et est emprunté de beaucoup.
Il a l’air de plaisir et il est facile et doux.
Grande ouverte est l’entrée et splendide à l’intérieur.
Mais la plupart qui y vont, ne regardent pas les panneaux
« Danger déguisé, Rebroussez votre chemin ! »
Ce chemin plait un moment et piége la foule
Et il finira dans la destruction de vie.
L’autre chemin n’est pas populaire du tout
Il est difficile à trouver et plus encore à monter
La passe escalade une montagne et a l’air pleine de dangers
Ceux qui cherchent le trouveront et aussi la joie et la paix
Les panneaux encouragent « Ne te détourne pas,
Continue en direction de la Source de lumière. »
Ceux qui persistent se trouveront dans la présence de Dieu.
Quel chemin choisissez-vous ?
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Goodnight, Fair Moon
Oh, bright shining Moon, I gaze and wonder...
The dreams you've inspired throughout the ages,
Beautiful sphere in the dark night sky;
What you've said to the stargazers and sages...
In fullness, unhindered reflector of light.
Celestial subject of Beginning and End,
Created before the first of all men;
But at the close of time the soul survives
To tell of forever with no more night
And God's glory outshining your lesser light.
So goodnight, fair Moon, and do as you should;
Continue your path around this dark world
And kiss those you see as I greet the dawn.
Until you're back, adieu -- it won't be long.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Bruce Lube School
This weekend I learned how to change my oil at the Bruce's -- something I've always wanted to know how to do, and finally had my opportunity.
I got my synthetic blend oil and a pretty sweet tough guard filter.
I wore one of those awesome mechanic jumpsuits. (I wish I had a picture!)
I pulled my car into the garage onto risers.
I learned that manual transmission vehicles don't need to have their transmission fluids checked or refilled.
I got to see a flywheel, clutch, manual transmission, pressure plate, and other cool car parts (because Nathan is working on a '48 Plymouth at the moment).
I refilled my windshield washer fluid -- which must have been nearly empty since I poured in the entire 1/2 gallon.
I learned about all the cool things under the hood of my car.
I got to roll under my car on those little flat cart things.
I got motor oil down my arm and sleeve when I pulled the filter off -- which meant that I got to look and smell like a real mechanic!
I reset the oil change tracker that flashes a warning light on my dashboard after 5,000 miles -- all by myself! (And, Stephen, it didn't reset my odometer!)
I got my tires filled so that my car will be quick and nimble again.
All that to say, I passed the Bruce Lube School with flying colors!!! And it was AWESOME! One of the highlights of my weekend :)
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
C'est la vie - Always 21
Kirsten's birthday was Monday... so yesterday, my roomies, Jodi, Liz, and I took her down to the Hillsboro Tuesday night farmers' market for dinner and live music. (Liz had to leave early... and somehow managed to miss all the pictures)
Then, we went to a nearby neighborhood for dessert.
(I lived in this neighborhood for about 2 months last year. It backs up to a wildlife preservation/wetlands area and has a sheltered picnic table area and walking trails along the wetlands.)
I made mini cheesecakes - chocolate almond truffle and white chocolate raspberry - but forgot the candles. So Kirsten blew out her lighter instead.
(We all started singing in a different key... which is why we spontaneously laugh at the beginning - just in case you wondered. : ) )
PS. Jodi made her wear the hat.
Oh... funny story. Kirsten is wearing this crazy hat, right? So, at the market, she was getting some marionberries. Jodi asked the guy (probably in his 20s) if there were any birthday discounts. The guy asks, "Whose birthday is it?"
Really? Really?!?
Ummm... she's wearing the crazy hat. All of us probably gave him the same incredulous look. Poor guy.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Cherries and Berries and Shoes - oh my!
I spent Sunday evening at Liz's family farm southwest of Hillsboro. The Eischen's have cherries, Italian plums, and honey. The orchards are beautiful to walk through, and the surrounding countryside is so peaceful.
Ideally, our culture would one day decide that it's much more preferable not to wear shoes - inside at least. But that's a different battle for a different day.